2008 is a year of new adventures, where each of us will go to our separate paths.
So this blog is built to connect us together..wherever and whenever..
Love u all=)

Menjadi common question tah tu 'udah packing barang kan belayar?', jawapanku 'unpacking pun balum' hehehe. Antah eh macam malas dah ku kan pack2 barang ani. Barang masa attachment ada masih dibakul, barang masa kursus sivik and away day pun ada tu ampai2 bagnya. Macam kapal pecah kali dah bilikku ani, padahal hujan ributnya di luar rumah. Adeii.. then my parents planning kan bawa aku ke Bintulu 2 days before aku belayar. So berfikir jua ku tu cara-cara untuk pack n unpack sepantasnya. Any tips feel free to kongsi2 :p
Memandangkan ada orang atu udah start pilih2 baju di almarinya, aku jua eh mau buat cleaning campaign :p Owh terlupa aku, Nad sori ah awak online tadi aku terus2 tembak questions pasal registration, cian Nad hehe. N fiyyah tenkiu walaupun sekajap saja main badminton tadi kira 'hentam sajalah asalkan main' hehe.
Kepada teman-teman seperjuangan yang menjemput untuk Majlis Doa Selamat, insya-allah saya akan cuba menghadirkan diri. Jika saya tidak dapat hadir, ampun dan maaf dipinta (aii mcm raya). Insya-allah umur panjang berjumpa lagi nanti :)
To Hakunas, mis n luv u all. Aku yang jarang online atau kamu yang sibuk nda teronline? di mana pun kamu berada jangan lupa bawa 'hakuna family photo' ah hehe jersey jua :p
Anyways, its past midnight, and no one's online.. yatah I decided to open my closet and pick out some clothes that i should bring... I've only kacau-ed the folded ones.. and I realised that i have loadsss of polo shirts.... Gila.... and i thought all this while aku guna more polos.. stupang ehh.. I blame my amah for that, cause ia inda organisekan my almari.. LOL! yes, blame the amah for every household mishap..
I'm gonna start wearing some of them... I still dunno which ones to bring.. I love all my clothes equally... =pppp
Oh, should I bring my long sleeve button downs? Pasal if i dun bring, then i'll have a reason to shop at NEXT.. ehehe.. but then again, I wanna save... hhmmm... nantilah ku pikirkan..
Wanna dangani me shop for stuff, anyone? hehe
Til then =)
Seems like one thing is being thrown at my face after another. But i will be strong =) It's not like its the end of the world or anything =p
To the memories we shared;
To those vaining moments;
To the times when you guys call me fat =p;
To the moments when i call you uncool;
To our 'bitching buddy' conversations;
To our heart-to-heart talks during our hard times;
.. ... ..
I know there's a huge chance that i will never be in that circle again. So thank you guys, for everything.
Til then =)
hehehe
i dunno what i'm feeling right now. at one point, i'm feeling so sad that i'm gonna leave so much behind and i only have less than a month to be here. i feel like i need to do whatever i can to make me feel less empty inside before i leave. but i dunno what i need to do. there seems to be the need of accomplishing something before i go and time is running out.
i just wanna relax and enjoy my time left here. i dunno what is waiting for me there when i study and i dunno how to prepare for that. but the thing is, what i'm feeling is definitely not relaxed. and i am not enjoying myself. what i'm feeling now is stressed and the urge to just scream out in frustration for no real reason. i just wanna cry over all of this but i just can't seem to. at times, i even feel like i can;t wait to leave the country because it all seems overwhelming right now. it doesnt make sense why i'm feeling like this; i really feel so unstable right now.
i dont want more time for me to prepare yet i don't want time to fly by fast either. i don't know what i want and it is really frustrating to feel this way. i want comfort but i dunno what words i want to hear. i want to be understood, but what is there to understand right now when it is all mixed up? i wanna let everything out but why burden someone over nothing and something that is unsure of?
is this how i'm going to leave things before i go? or should i do something to make me feel better? what if i come out selfish? if i keep it in, what if i regret it in the future and be bitter about it? i really dunno what to do to make me feel less empty inside before i go. i don't wanna leave like this.
life in the university won't be the same as in MS. i'm sure gonna miss the things we do back at our school. one of the best chapters of my life :)
i don't actually wanna sound too depressed on this post. i'm sorry for that. the closer it gets to september, the more uptight i feel about leaving :( ehee, by the way, i want a sleepover at my place for the girls. probably next week. i let you guys know ah bila? i'll get rid of my cats for the night, i promise. please come :) and look at my new hermione granger look. hahaha. bawa board games or anything lah. i have monopoly, game of life and twister here. nyehehehe. muah muah ;)
Here goes..
20/07/2008 - All Girls Day Out
10.00 am: Meet up at Acah's place. Aainaa, Ummi, Izyan, Farah, Naqiah, Qawiimah and me arrived at her house. Balum lagi start apa2.. bercerita tia udah non-stop. None of us drive that time. Acah konfiden c Dee dtg.. but Dee couldnt come due to other commitments. Acah thought Dee wud be the other driver since kami ramai. And.... Wallaaaahh!! We had transport problem. Guess what? Kami be-asak dlm krita cefiro c Acah. Yes.. All 9 of us! Steady kan kami atu? Sayang nada picture eh. Hahaha! So we went to my house ambil my car.. then baru tah k Gadong.
10.30 am: Lifah, Yumni and Fatin joined us. Sikit lagi dorg nda jadi. Baik jua kamu dtg. Took studio photo.. err..the photographer and the other guy were quite annoying actually. lol!
Here is the picture:
sorry for the bad quality. my bad. too lazy to edit. but look at aainaa & ummi! mengancam ehh! :P
11.00am: Went to Capers.... nyum nyummm~ I LOVE Capers. Hehe. Lifah and fatin balik.. i forgot why. So tinggal 9 of us. Anyways... food was great and mcm2 cerita keluar tym atu.. Stayed there til 1 or 2 pm. I don't have the pic yg ada all of us. Ummi ada kali. So I'll just post the pic yg aku ada sj lah aaa..
Arond 2 ish.. Kanyang sudah.. Went to Huaho.. bought some stuffs.. antar Naq. Wat else? hmm.. atu kali sj. The next plan was going to JPMC... but since it was still early, we detour skajap to Empire. =)
anyways.. actually kami kan jln2 arh empire atu.. but it was really hot that day. So nda jadi lah.. we went tarus to JPMC.. Swimming and sauna-ing. Sauna part was very relaxing.
Arnd 6 ish.. We went to Farah's place, antar ia balik. We end up staying longer than we thought. Bonda c Farah suruh stay dulu since tym atu kan maghrib udah.. Kalinya kami kana sediakan mee oleh mamanya.. nyaaaamaaannnn~ thanks mama farah. we love u. =)
tym atu kami lapar jua bah.. nama jua lapas swimming. hehe.
then balik.. abis tia. Oh, me and qiwi saw fireworks otw home. Lawaa~ Perfect ending. =)
It took me quite a while to build up the courage to write this post...but I have to say it...what I have been feeling since I joined this unique team...2004...where it starts...recruiting people to play in the competition...they choose me...of course I agree...why not? Netball is fun! ;)
After some time...I do realise some things...I can play netball...BUT I am not good at it...you hakunas whom I know my whole life in ms will try to deny this...but hey guys it’s time for the truth...you guys see how I play in games...honestly, deep inside me I wonder why you guys chose me...I know why because you guys are my friends...you don’t have the gut to say that I suck at it...hahaha...at this point I know what you guys are thinking...”Am~it doesn’t matter if we win or lose what’s important is we have fun, ok?”...the soothing words I always listen to...
I wanna get this over with...this feeling I have been keeping for years...I feel like I don’t belong in this group ‘netball wise’ get it? I’m not even some amateur who you can polished over time to become professional player...I am just a girl who loves to play netball...you guys are...in my eyes...professional...handal kali ah~cmon most of you guys join school team, if not you guys are still athletic, speaking of which I’m still lacking in that area...
Every time there’s a school tournament coming up I would have a hard time at home debating with myself whether I wanna join the team or not...in the end I always join...coz I know I will disappoint you guys if I said I don’t wanna join without a valid reason...though I can see it again...me disappointing you guys in the game...I know, I know you guys are denying this yet again...but hey~no matter how you guys look at it I always feel it...every time I’m standing in that court I feel disappointment...the ball just seems to slip away from me every time (or in some cases it doesn’t even reach me)...that feeling really sucks...trust me...
Then if we lose, I can feel all the burden & guilt is on me though you guys may never see it this way...I do...especially last year (last year kh? Or last2 year?)...remember we cried after we lose to the teachers team kali...I cried...but because I think it’s my fault...I was GK that time...sigh~sorry you guys =’(
Same case applied to interschool badminton...why the heck did they choose me??? OMG~i can’t believe it...I’m just thankful that I was not chosen to play on the real day....just as reserve...proving that I’m not good enough to play...on the bright side all that training do make me fit a bit...but I still suck at badminton...geez~
In conclusion, I think people chose me because I’m their friend or they don’t have enough player...hahahahaha....banar~though no one admit to it yet....people, I know where I stand...I know my capabilities...you guys are the best friends I can ever have...thanks for never saying that I suck at netball & badminton...though in reality I suck big time in both sports...LOL! If you guys did notice this before how come you guys never tell me??? You know it would lift my feeling a bit...
I’m glad I finally tell you guys this...thank you very much my friends =)
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GET WITH THE PROGRAM! LOLLL
Sapa yang alum emo atu... bahhhhh... start tahhh
Aku sudah
Amni sudah
Fatin sudah
Naqiah sudah
NEXT?
oh yea .. first day!! so hectic ... my class starts at 8am and ends at 3pm, n only 1 hour break in between pastu the class lagi dari ujung dunia ke ujung dunia hahahah jauh lah tapi bagus jua supaya ku kuruskan sal aku makin berisi kan yatah untukku jualah hahaha (tapiiii makan inda control) hahahaha lol basically my monday is pretty packed lah tapi other days free nya free hantap macam only one hour tutorial sja i have to attend then the rest of the day langsung nada papa huhu yatah alang2 bah but then siuk plang jua hehehe
apa lagi ah ... ooooh n since its uni kan u guys noe how big ubd is kan kan inda plang basar banar well buleh lah dkatakan basar hehe yatah i almost dont see farah this whole week hahaha macam lain lain planet bah kami ah hahaha kesian lah sama uni saja kan farah tapi batang idung pun inda nampak hahaha that goes to the rest of our friend yg arah faculty lain atu jua kesian kami ani ah hahaha but we can always find one time where semua org free to chit chat n gossip-ing kan farah kan kan hahaha kann.... (ukan gossip lah cerita2 sja hahahaha lol) X)
oh n to nad... hehehe i saw C.N.A hahahahahahahahaha lol rupanya ia ubd alangkah bahagianya saya bila terjumpa dia hahahahaha (not really ...) hahahha panat
ok kamu maybe atu sja, tunggu tah when we enter second semester baru tah update lagi life as ubd-ians heheehe laps u all n do take care!
assalamualaikum ;)
- During mid-semester break belajar buat scrapbook (thanks to Nad sal influencing me...hahaha)
- To Hakunas & other frens yang di UBD nanti aku balik Brunei tani jalan2 cari makan ochay???
- To Hakunas & other frens yang kan ke UK insyaAllah if ada rezeki & keadaan mengizinkan i might go to UK to visit you guys next year =)
- Oh yea! Saya mau main netball jua nanti sudah balik...*hint2*
For the time being...atu kali saja...nanti tah ku menambah ah...
PS:aku lapar~~~hehe
Assalamualaikum~
Anywyas, that's not i wanted to talk about actually.. hahaha... This coming civic course aniwah... kami kana bagi list of things to bring.. but... i feel like its not specific enough for me.. payah ku mikirkan apa kan dibawa..
They listed things like toiletries, sportswear, shoes, slippers, cara melayu, longs sleeve shirts, etc.. but ada yang also something like 'pakaian yang sesuai untuk majlis pembukaan...".. Im like... Baju melayu or button down sleeves tu?
Payah ku kan decide how many formalwears and baju melayu i should bring... AHHAHA!! And I don't wanna overpack also... Karang macam bimbo tia... LOL!!!!! *coughs Syaz coughs*
Haiya... I dunno ehh.. Can I not go to this course...? Can I sleep over di rumah ku saja...? I promise to come on time to every ceramah and stuff... even the subuh ones.. banar.... Pweasee... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Til then =)
and here's what i think: (No offence syaz.. I labs youuu.. AHAAHAHAHHA)
I've been in that devastating position, to have every single thing go against me, to have felt defeat. And what i realise when I was in this state: I felt that way because i had hoped in the first place. I let myself into believing that there was the slightest chance *though there was, it would be minimal, quite insignificant* that things would turn out the way i wanted it to, the way i hoped it would.
So technically, if i hadn't hoped in the first place, i would not have felt the disappointment, i would only see it as an outcome and nothing more.
What if you hope for something and it happens? What if you don't for anything? Will the thing not happen? I don't believe that hoping can change the outcome..
And so, that's why i don't believe in hope. ahahah... I'm not pessimistic.. Just trying to be realistic.
I've hoped before. Never will i hope again. LOL!! From now on: I'll just go with the flow, and see what happens without hoping, so i won't get hurt.
Til then =)
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♥Dee =)
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♥Fee
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♥Nadirah
♥Naqiah =)
♥Rasyidah
♥Syazwina
♥Yazmyn
♥Yee Peng
♥Yuria
♥Zeerah
♥Azizi =)
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♥Kamilin
♥Milzam
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